wendy's space

Love needs rounding

When I enjoy the beautiful song <yu jian> sang by Stef Sun, someone will come into my mind unawares. How could she express so appropriate feeling?

Kiss me, goodbye, gone too soon

I did give you my heart can't deny

Hold on, let go, never sure

Only can make believe all this time

coffee, cigarettes, not my style

Pretty faces around but not right

Don't cry, won't cry, I won't cry

Be with you I just close my eyes

So far away I can hardly make you mine

So long the day you were always on my mind

But in my dreams never try to hold you tight

Don't want awake find you ain't here by my side

So far away I can hardly make you mine

So long the day you were always on my mind

But in my dreams never try to hold you tight

Don't want awake find you ain't here by my side

So far away I can hardly make you mine

So long the day you were always on my mind

But in my dreams never try to hold you tight

Don't want awake find you ain't here by my side

When I wake up hope you were here by my side

The 2007 should be passed immediately,laughter,tear,effort,discouragement,success and failure get through the whole year.I have no idea how to evaluate myself,but the feeling that i should leave something in my space for the past 2007 give birth to my head.

Busyness is the key word of the year,some of my friends always asked me that what kind of work i have been pursueing.First of all thanks all the people who take me to your hearts.Actually i have asked myself the same question but i couldn't find an exact answer.I once was so tired that i want to quit this job,i once switched off my mobile all day in order to have a quiet weekend.Still,i get some fun from my job.The talks with all kinds of clients attract me very much which gave  me confidences or frustrations.The most important is that i become more confident which comes from my business undoubtfully.Once a friend told me that she likes to enjoy my unbridled laughter.Once in a while recalling the sentence i would smile with some desolation.I have no idea since which day i have lost my unbridled laughter.I hope i could find my laughter in the coming year.If winter comes,can Spring be far behind?How philosophical it is.

These days I have a headache and feel so bad.And the misfortune goes with me always.I can't make sure whether the headache brings on the bad luck which comes from my wrong decision and judgement or not.

This Tuesday morning i was late for my work,just because my alarm clock did't work normally.

At Tuesday afternoon,one of my colleagues and i went to for supper at five clock which is our work time,at usual time our manager will not go there,but we take her by surprise.

On Wednesday,i went to dorm for noon break,the power cut.

On Thursday,when i opened the door which is encrypted and went forward to the elevator,i found my hand was caught in the doorknob and it was bruised.

I can't give a logical answer to those and it seems that i have no idea to deal with them and i don't have to deal with them.

Just good luch for myself.

 Yesterday is the Chinese Valentine's Day.But i didn't feel good and cried for a mistake.Consequently an acne appear on my face.

I remembered i had written an article which is about the romance between Cowboy and Vega in this space last Valentine's Day. Just at that time i lost love with someone.He is a good boy who cares me very much.But i was afraid of his caring which made me scared.I even didn't know how to deal with his caring.So the last conclusion was that i was not care about the love between us,so we parted.

I still have no idea about the love and i still can't give an accurate answer for our part.But today i would like to make a decision.I should say goodbye to the yesterday and have my new life.

New mood,new friend,new life!